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Simply put I have a Hole in my Heart

Posted 08-20-2009 at 03:47 AM by Inkling
I miss my baby. Maybe I deserve to be left, maybe not. Doesn't matter if I am willing to change - the world is pale and tasteless without him. Nothing shines, nothing grows, nothing makes me love myself. I don't know if I'll be writing anymore, I don't know if I will have anything else to say. I love you Aylastar. For as long as my heart beats I will miss you no matter what anyone says. I miss your arm around me while we watch Futurama, I miss your kisses, I miss taking off your glasses after you fall asleep, and having someone to tell the little things I think of too. I miss the things you say, the way you smell, the one you are and to feel you behind me backing me up no matter what people do to me. I apologize for any hurt I caused anyone that is related to this mess but I don't expect them to care. I take off the ring at night and when I wake in the morning its back on my hand - so not only do I cry myself to sleep I cry myself awake. I thought we were going to have a family but I must have done something terribly wrong, my future is stolen and my present is empty. Goodnight moon, goodnight sky, goodnight to you whom I would give everything I have or ever hoped to gain to - if only I were given the chance.
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Ben Burkhill's Avatar
Inkling - it is you who have to give yourself that chance.
Posted 10-09-2009 at 03:42 AM by Ben Burkhill Ben Burkhill is offline
Nef Raven's Avatar
This lady has an incredible capacity to love and she is also very very courageous to have shown her heart. I truly hope everything works out in her life for her.
No doubt she would give all she has for that person she misses terribly. That is how a mother feels without her children. She'll never forget and she'll alway miss them for the rest of her life.
Who would dare to take advantage of such a warm and considerate, loving person?

(If anyone were to even consider a joke in regards to that kind of a situation I have no doubt in my mind they will pay long and hard for what they do for the same amount or for five times the amount of a mother's broken heart.)

Posted 03-07-2010 at 11:46 AM by Nef Raven Nef Raven is offline
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